Thursday, October 26, 2006
Thankfully,
I'm stumped on what/where to go with these shrines/assemblages. Maybe it just isn't the right time to be thinking about them. I can add the paint to the one and in the meantime simply allow the ideas to brew. I do know that I am desiring some simple found objects for the vintage one. I have the bird, the nest, and a speckled egg. The sheet music for the backdrop. I'm thinking of adding an actual feather somewhere. I'm lost as far as a quote, words, ect. go....... something will come to me, I'm sure.
I did remember that I have a huge pheasant wing in the studio. (Don't ask, LOL!) It was one of those things I seen in a bead, basketweaving store where I purchase my waxed linen thread from and just had to have for its uniqueness. I'm thinking once my assemblage is completed maybe I'll display it on the shelf with the wing beside, behind....
What gets me is I can see in my mind's eye, but not in the details that I need right now. So, I'm waiting.... waiting for the inspiration, the ideas, my muse....... In the meantime, I'm making a list of thoughts and ideas and a few sketches.
Crazy life...
On Monday, we chased him in the truck. He managed to run 5 blocks in 5 seconds! Man, can he ever go when he is in "run mode". After finally giving up, returning to the truck, he comes to the truck and jumps in.
Last night, he slipped out of his collar while Don was attempting to bring him into the house. Scoots across the street {be still my heart!} and runs around the neighbors yards for 20-30 minutes. Don hopped in the truck, pulled in the neighbors driveway where Chaos proceeds to come up to the truck twice but turns and runs. Don returned home without the dog. I try to sweet talk him, bribing him with "puppy treats" ect. until I finally give up and tell him I'm going night-night and he'll just have to stay outside all night. I swear this darn dog understands every word I say, so he runs across the street and right into the house.
I am at my wits end with him. He can be so good, so gentle, so loving then in an instance turns into a total terror performing stunts like this. I've never had such a stubborn, bull-headed dog in my life! And honestly don't know what to do about this situation. I am aware of some of the solutions but unfortunately I'm out of financial resources to do anything at the moment... guess I'll just have to keep pulling my hair out with this one, hope he hurries up and grows up and settles the hell down some, and pray he doesn't get hurt while in "run off" mode!
Wednesday, October 25, 2006
Yesterday...
Some of the art that I created to shared there, looks really amateur-ish to me now, LOL! But I had to remind myself that each and every piece was a part of the journey of discovery and learning. As I browsed, and sort of personally critiqued each and every piece, I thought I could have made this better by {insert any variety of techniques here}. I'm not saying this is a bad thing, but rather a learning experience. I realized that my artwork can be better if I take more of my time and think through the process as I am working. For quite some time now I've spent years learning techniques, studying and trying out different styles of artwork, that now I believe I am truly ready to begin incorporating them in a variety of ways into other pieces of artwork that I'll create. I noticed that I really need to slow down, to think more, to experiment more, and that a lot of my artwork is pretty but it could be better; some as simply as using a bit more layers in the creation. What an eye-opening experience! {*smile}
Great Mail Day...
I currently have Mieke's journal in my possession. The longest part of my contribution is completed but I want to add in a page of coloring in rubberstamped images using the same technique that I shared using the Whimsical Writing page, and add in her requested "glue book" style page. I'll have to dig through my magazine images and come up with something for that before proceeding to decorating my sign in page. I'd like to finish up Mieke's journal by the end of next week, hopefully Christi will have completed her pages and have them to me by then.
I can work on Suzanne's Whimsical Writing pages in the evening, and complete the other page while creating Mieke's; this will save me some time. I've an idea for another page within Suzanne's journal that may take me a few hours to complete.
I, also, read in another group, that Lianne has received 3 decos and will be mailing me them one by one as she finishes them so I can work on those as I receive them and get them postal once again. Which is totally cool for me as I can continue working on my personal projects in between.
I'm also thinking it would be easy for me to create the bookmarks for a Christmas gift while working on Mieke's and Suzanne's pages as I'll have the same stamping and coloring supplies out at that time so this should all work out fairly well.
Tuesday, October 24, 2006
Shrines to date...
Shrine progress...
I'm thinking I'll make the birdhouse one in the Winter Whispers scene ---- possibly add some snow tex snow to it for a wintery theme piece that can be displayed in our home. The other will remain just the simple open box with the lid but shrine-like inside and I'll add to the interior of the lid as well and just allow it to sit on my shelves within the studio. I'm thinking this one will be more vintage in style and I'll use my white bird on it.
The ideas for its design are coming together somewhat although I'm uncertain of what ephermera and text I'll add. I have decided that I want to create a paper rosette or medallion for it though. Maybe I can find a small quote or section of one to add to a banner to coordinate with it. One thing I've learned is not to rush the process so while I'm working on Winter Whispers, I can think about my vintage one more. I'm envisioning it, I just need to figure out the details of actually creating it!
Monday, October 23, 2006
In 2 short hours...
Inbetween preparing the pizza, yes, homemade from scratch, preparing the steak and getting it in the oven, I baked a two layer round chocolate 9" round cake and finished all the dishes!
I also made it out to the studio to grab my wood box, gold spray paint, a piece of sheet music, and my gesso. My box, candleholder, and the wood finale are now spray painted. Here shortly, I want to paint the sheet music with the gesso, and maybe? add a bit of golden's blue interference acrylic paint to the piece. I so love the little bird with its white feathers! I noticed on the tag it says, "Winter Whispers" so I thought there is a title for my artwork. Well... I wasn't intending this to be or become a winter piece of art but now I'm thinking I really don't have any winter themed big pieces of artwork in my studio, so why not?
I also have a bird nest to add, and I may take one or more of my brown speckled eggs to add to it. Beyond that, I have no idea how this will come together, but I'm excited about the process of it all. Hmmm, I may not accomplish much more if the ideas start to flow as I work but that's good, right?
I'm making some progress....
In just a few, I'm heading out to the studio to grab my wooden box for my shrine and my gold spray paint so I can spray, wait for drying, turn and spray it again. I have my stamp for the bookmarks handy. And I'm actually "thinking" about cutting the book blocks for my journals; we shall see if I make it to actually accomplishing that. I don't want to get too sidetracked, LOL! so I think I should head out to the studio to do the straightening and re-organization of my supplies on the tabletops.
Well, I am off once again, my break is over......{*smiles}
Sunday, October 22, 2006
Oh! and in reference to my early post....
I did get to delight in the colors of pumpkins, gourds, indian corn, and the newly fallen leaves from the trees.... except these were artificail and with in the aisles of Michaels, LOL!
I did take the road trip that I wanted and got to feel the vibrations of the wheels as they turn and turn across the highways and byways through my life... so 3 out of 4 isn't too bad!!! {*smiles*}
I am....
My main thought behind purchasing what I did is there is enough in it to share with Amber and to use in Alexxis's scrapbook album which I really need to start on. However, I came to the realization that before I start yet another project, I should focus on the currently involved in ones, so I'm still setting my priorities. The good news is that I can gather ideas, make sketches, and do some note taking in the meantime.
The RR for the Art Idea Journals is nearing completion; the Deco RR is one away from me and is currently held up in the postal system and that is it as far as my artistic obligations are concerned. Therefore, I should be able to finally settle in and begin some serious starting in the Christmas gifts I need to get started on fairly soon. My game plan is to get caught back up on the housework that I need to get done tomorrow and in between the doing, get the stamping done for the bookmarks so they will be ready for coloring in during the free moments in the evenings this week. I want to really make a conscious effort to get out into the studio and clean and get the re-organizing of the supplies off of my tables so that I have a workspace to set up the remaining Christmas projects on.
Another on the agenda thought is to pack up some of totes once again so that I can get back to creating with some of my local friends. Realizing just how much I miss that and my friends, I made a few telephone calls today, talked and chatted, and made promises to get together with each of them soon. So, that is the game plan. I'm thinking if I space things out, work on a variety of projects in baby steps, focusing on what needs to get done in steps for each and everyone, I can make me a checklist to assist me accomplishing them. AND, so I don't get burnt out creating for everyone else, I can continue to work on my gratitude garland and start in on the shrine preparations as a gift to myself. Hopefully this will work out and create some of the balance that I so desparately need right now.
I have some other thoughts and ideas but for now, the above items are enough. Those thoughts and ideas can be here in my pretty little head, brewing, developing, and possibly even motivating me in the right direction. I am so loving that thought!!!! With some direction, and this game plan in place, I should have some items to share with all of you soon!!! Until then, happy, happy creating artlings!!!
Living life to the fullest....
I want to go organize the studio, dress it up, display my own and others artwork proudly on its walls and shelves, lined with lace and drapes with flowing fabrics.... but here I sit, staring blankly at the computer screen.
I want to take a trip, a road trip, feeling the vibrations of the wheels as they turn and turn across the highways and byways through life... but here I sit motionless.
Its ironic that my mind can dream up so many things to do, to be, to become.... yet my heart isn't in any of the doing part of them. I'm feeling content, loved, satiated, in the afterglow of being surrounded by my ever so loving family and friends. I want to savor the moment just a little bit longer while deciding exactly what I'll do with the day I've been blessed with.
Yesterday was such a wonderful day!
We had a wonderful lunch at Bob Evans and spent several hours in WalMart in the baby section looking at clothes for Alexxis, picking up a few outfits for layaways, ect. From there we headed to Toys...and played for several hours, making some selections, and putting in two layaways --- one mine and one hers. I spent another $85 on items for stocking stuffers, a few outfits, and a toy or two. Alexxis's stocking stuffers are mainly items she'll be needing: a new sippy cup which was too cute to pass up --- with a button on the bottom that says, "the cow says mooooooo!" something Amber is always telling her, LOL! Two packages of tights, one with the cutest frilly ruffles on the butt of them. {Hey, I couldn't resist!}, some more spoons, some small lidded bowls, and a variety of other necessities like socks, ect. I ended up with 3 more toys somehow, too.
Amber and I were discussing Christmas and thinking since Alexxis will be only 8 months at Christmas that we'd both wrap some toys up for Christmas and keep the others to give to her later. That works well for me as we both purchased a lot of educational type things and some are beyond her current scope of concepts and can easily be given to her later. We also talked about having her picture taken at Christmas and another one with Santa, how she'll love the gifts we each choose for her, things we want to teach her, discovering the world with her, ect.
Amber is an excellent mom, She's so much fun to watch interacting with Alexxis and is just as silly as the baby is. She full of laughter, delight, and imagination and is teaching Alexxis these things. She talked about tapping Alexxis's hand the other day and telling her "No." for the first time and how it upset her when Chris's mom said "she's too little to understand that." Amber is a firm believer that no age is too young to start anything.
We also talked about family traditions. Things that her and I did together, sillly things, like having "an upside down day" Were we stayed in our pj's, had meals backwards, watched TV, and just spent time playing together. Amber remembers those days and me spending time coloring with her in her coloring books, LOL! We talked about the importance of family mealtime, table manners, and Amber was surprised when I told her about my childhood. How Sundays had a "blue law" and you couldn't shop or buy anything so Sunday's were spent at Grandma's preparing meals, eating together, and playing games. Amber was like, "I didn't know that, Mom. That is so cool! Can we start doing that with Alexxis?" {Yes, honey, of course we can.} We talked about Amber finding a church to belong to, how she worries about some of the things she does, her concerns, etc. However, she knows the importance of teaching her early and the social skills Alexxis will learn there.
Around 6 p.m. we arrived back at Ambers. Alexxis was in her swing when Amber bent down in front of her and said, "Mommy's home." As she smiled at Amber, I peeked at her from up over the top and said, "Grammies here." Alexxis' little face lite up with lots of smiles and she reached for me! I tell you she is such a little sweetheart! I spent a few hours just playing, holding, cuddling, stealing kisses, ect. before finally wearing her out enough to just sit and cuddle her to sleep for a while. Around 8 p.m., I returned home, happy and content to have had the day to spend with my girls. I wouldn't have spent it any differently even if I could have! What a sweet blessing!
Saturday, October 21, 2006
Remember the kiln???
Annie has been a friend of Don's for over 30 years and unfortunately she is terminally ill. Last night she made a comment about someone enjoying her things and it made me so sad. I couldn't help but think and feel how that must feel and I thought more about my own art supplies, ect. It was then that I really realized that there is no way my offspring could even begin to store all that I have and that I hope they choose their favorites and a few of my favorites as heirlooms and whatever is left, either sell or give away to bring someone pleasure.
Recently in a discussion, something similar in nature was brought up by Lianne. She said that her art is a gift and should be used to bring pleasure to someone else. I love that and ya know, she is so right! Right now, I am excited about obtaining Annie's things, knowing that they once gave her pleasure and brought happiness into her life and I'm certain knowing Annie, to the lives of so many others. So, I made a decision that should we obtain her molds and supplies, I want to share them with others. So, don't be surprised if some of you find some bisqued 3D items in your mailboxes or possibly more supplies than I am able to store, LOL! Of course, I first have to learn how to pour and mold and release them...
One of my dreams is to one day see an Art Center here in my hometown. I wish I knew more about grant writing, obtaining funding, and such... I'd so love to be involved in something of this nature that would assist promoting artists, especially children to explore their creative sides. Ahhh, if only time and money where of no consquence..... but until that comes, I'll just have to discover alternative ways to do my part with making my knowledge and artwork a gift to others.
And speaking of gifts, can I talk about RAK's? RAK, for those who may stumble across it here, are Random Acts of Kindness. The can be anything that you kindly do to make the day of someone else but in the art world it is usually a piece of artwork or mail art, if you will, that you give away. I've been in groups that we set up especially for this purpose and I've dropped out of them. One of the reasons was that sending a RAK was mandatory once a month... now I'm fine with the "logic" behind that concept to some extent. It prevents one from receiving only and not giving but on the other hand, it kind of took the meaning of being an RAK into being an obligation. Does that make sense? Anyways, sort of feeling that way, and the time and money constraints that it put on my personal creativity, I had to give those groups up although I miss a lot of the group's members. I also finally came to the realization that I cannot participate in each and every swap that I feel interested to participate in. It is sort of like seeing artwork online, or reading about other artist's new purchases of stamps and supplies, you gotta realize that this is many artists and not just one of them, LOL!
Anyways, I finally realized that and I've been happier since. Of course there is that sense of wishing I had more time, more money, more resources to do more RAK'ing and swapping... unfortunately, the reality is I cannot. So, I'm learning to start setting some priorities, determing what is truly important to me, and narrowing it down to where I can participate yet not get so bogged down that I'm neglecting my own art creations. I think that I may have stumbled upon a way to still participate in some of these without a lot of time and money involved but for now, I need to find the time and a way to juggle it all. Hopefully, then I'll have it made and will be able to participate more.
I guess what I am trying to say, is if anyone has sent me something, please know I haven't forgotten your kindness, your thoughtfulness, and that it was gracefully and thankfully received. I promise as I work out things within my own life, I'll return the favor either to you or to others.
Other creative things....
Not artwork, but related to it. I browsed online, with a pen and a tablet of paper handy. As I visited some stationery supply stores online, I jotted down three pages of ideas simply for addressing envelopes. LOL! I swear, I've written my name, address, city, state, and zip more in the day yesterday than I probably have ever at one time in my entire life. But I learned a lot. It isn't just about lettering styles, it is also about presentation.
Although, the rough sketches I created are currently on lined notebook paper, I am desiring to re-write them onto some blank sheets of paper that will later be bound into a new address book, or added to an existing spiral bound one, or possibly to a lunchbox tin made into a card organizer. I haven't exactly decided which way to go with it yet, but I'm thinking the later will probably end up being the way to go for me as why should I try to recreate the wheel? Other things I'd like to add is dimensions of cards, bookmarks, ect., a metric conversion chart, postal information for like a standard postcard size and other postal regulations. I thought it would be wonderful to have all this information in one spot and be added to my existing staionery suitcase.
I've previously typed up and printed a perpectual calendar in MS Word to be copied and reduced to fit the divider sections for the months of the year. I just need to remember to make my template for the dividers first, take them to Office Depot with me, and resize them accordingly.
It just dawned on me while writing this post that those sketches would also be useful for addressing postage for swaps, RAK's, ect. and for decorating the envelopes. Not only using that info for filling in my return address but for addressing them to others as I send things. I'm also thinking of adding in just a plain small black cat's eye pad and putting some mail art style stamps in a decorated cd tin --- just to have handy.
My cards are still blank. I haven't gotten around to decorating them yet although I did find some online sketches for cards at www.pagemaps.com designed by Becky Fleck that I find interesting. I may just have to trek out to the studio today, pull a stack of printed paper in the same color schemes and choose a few of those sketches to start with. I'm thinking instead of trying to accomplish each sketch to start with, to simply chose 4 or 5 designs I'd like to create and then make 6 or 8 cards from it. It would be a start anyways and often that is the hardest part for me with any project ---- simply getting started!
I also am desiring to stamp out the image I've choosen for the bookmarks that I want to give along with the gift certificate to Barnes & Nobles. I won't be finishing them, however, once they are stamped, I can color them in while watching TV or relaxing in the upcoming month.
I think I'm going to make a day just to do nothing else but creating the journal covers that will also be Christmas gifts, and another day just to cut the book pages. Since I will be making two different styles of books, some coptic stitched and some accordians, I will need to set aside another day for one or the other.
As I write this, I'm realizing that I am accomplishing some of my dreams and desires. Although, there isn't a beautiful piece of artwork to show for it... I'm making some progress! {*smile}
As a pet owner, I can easily get a bit frustrated with him. Now mind you, he isn't a bad dog, just a pup with too much energy trapped in a gigantic body, LOL! You know it when 85 lbs. of solid muscle jumps on you. My biggest concern is that one day one of us or someone else is going to get hurt by his actions . He is so easily excited that he simply choses to conveinently forget all training he's had but I know it is time to buckle down on him. For his own safety as well as that of others, so my last several days have been spent working more with him. I am certainly hoping it does some good and as he matures more we get through this! {*wish us luck! we're going to need it. LOL!}
So much for doing anything in "a timely manner"...
I'm not exactly certain when this began but I remember blogging about it before, Chaos being touchy about his legs when bathing him. Well, to make a long story short, I almost got bit! Thankfully, he let out a loud growl and a warning to stop or I'm certain I would have gotten it; I've never heard a growl like this one. It's definately no soap, rubbing or lathering on the legs.... what's up with that? Also, I don't know how anyone else feels about a dog biting, but I know he'll only get on chance to do that here and we will be looking for other options for him--- another home with a handler or putting him down.
He has been so rambunctious lately. {And yes, I use that word a lot! Is there any other way to describe a Lab puppy?} I know some of it is due to the cooler temperatures and the rain as we don't get him outside as much then and he is loving being outdoors most of the day when the weather permits. I feel so awful sometimes for him.... we really need to get some of our fianances under control and get a fenced in area for him to run. {Before anyone feels we are neglectful pet owners, I assure you that isn't the case. Chaos is well-loved, taken care, and exercised! We do our damnest to use the 5 minute rule: 5 minutes of exercise for every month of age. That is over an hour a day and trust me, he can wear you out! and then there are days when more is required. A tired lab is definately a good lab!!!!
I try so hard to work with him regarding the obedience training but I have to admit he is stubborn, always trying to pull rank on you. Well as of today, it is boot camp time! No more Mr. or Mrs. nice guy... he will learn to mind or spend a lot of time outs in his crate. {Where he is now for disobeying the "no jump", "down" and "off" commands after getting overly excited about going outside.} Gosh, I feel like a parent, LOL!
Thursday, October 19, 2006
I'm loving how it is filled with some of the clip art to be able to either re-create the project or use them in some of my own creations. I also picked up some off-white satin ribbon by the roll and a few vintage style rose sprigs and baby's breath to use on the covers some of my own journals. I've been desiring to cover them using some handmade, imported, and embossed papers created more in a dust jacket style/slipcover. I need to purchase the paper yet, so we ventured into Papyrus at the Polaris Mall to see what they had available. Lots of pretty giftwrap paper but not quite what I had in mind so I left without purchasing any.
Our next stop was for a light dinner at the Olive Garden. We dined on salad and breadsticks and shared a pizza. If you haven't tried the pizza there, you got to! Delish!!! Filling up rather quickly, we brought half the pizza home in a take out box.
Next, we ventured into Barnes and Nobles. I browsed quickly for Sally Jean's Pretty Little Things book. Luckily, it wasn't yet available or my budget would have quickly went out the window, LOL! I'll have to wait a week or two and then order it online. I may even treat myself to a signed edition from the artist herself. That's a lovely thought! Afterwards, I headed to the periodicals section and purchase two more magazines which I am desiring to loungingly linger over this evening while Don is working.
This afternoon's agenda is to head out to the studio for some straightening and cleaning. I've got to get organized so I can focus on more of my heart's desires and get to working on some of this year's Christmas gifts. Wish me luck for getting things done in a timely manner!
Beauty...
I believe this can be accomplished in a variety of ways, everything from a clean and well cared for body:, spiritually, physically, mentally, and emotionally; a clean and cared for home, the way we act and react with others, especially those closest to us; and by having at least one little something within our lives that we are truly passionate about.
Like so many other people, I struggle with finding a way to balance it all, but I also try to make a conscious effort to do my very best at it. I don't always find time to fit it all in a day, nor do I no longer attempt to. I've found that by scheduling allotted amounts of time within the week works best for me but I believe others should do what works for them in their own ways.
Lately I've been focusing more attention to our home. Cleaning, straightening, organizing, painting, and decorating. Of course, there will always be that never ending list of things to do but I'm a firm believer that everything has its seasons. I'm desiring to finish painting our kitchen, especially before the upcoming holidays. I'd love to be able to just go out and purchase the things that I desire so that it would be completely finished, but then I realized that I would be short-changing myself of the beauty of the process of it all. I'd love to have new kitchen curtains, I've been back and forth about having them custom created, purchasing some, or making them myself. I've found I'm fond of the latter because I could also create some additional items: placemats to match, a toaster cover, use some scrap fabric to tie in with some of my decor, and maybe even create my own rag rug!
I'm behind in a few things: cleaning the studio, washing the fabric for my quilt, cutting it, and beginning to sew it together. Creating a few Christmas gifts. Working more on some personal art projects. But I know one day I'll get there and when I do, I'll admire not only the artwork but will be truly able to say, "it was a labor of love" and "I truly enjoyed the journey."
Tuesday, October 17, 2006
As Beauty Unfolds....
Anyone who knows me, knows that I love roses. More specifically, Pink Sterling Roses! They are my favorites, so I chose to use one for my image. Searching the internet, I was able to find just the right one which inspired me to use the quotation that I did. I know someone may be wondering why a rose for an encouragement and inspiration themes, so I'll explain a bit about my thoughts and my feelings at the time the artwork was created.
I've always loved roses. The soft tenderness of their delicate petals, the splendid greenery of their about to bloom rosebuds, the sturdiness of their supporting stems, along with the gentle reminders to be cautious with their beauty hidden gently tucked away in their thorns.
Roses reminded me of people. Just how often frail and fragile there human spirits can be. They remind me that tenderness, caring, honesty, and integrity are the most important gifts you can give to them --- like the gently guidance brought about by their supporting stems. We need to support and encourage and inspire one another.
As a rose releases its fragrant perfume, it sends me off into the galaxy of remembrance, passed the sun, moon, and stars of so many yesterdays. Then onward, onto clouds of softness with their pink precious petals, like the delicateness of a feather bed they offer a safe place to fall; within their fragile curls, their gentle slopes, and enticing depths.
People are like them. I am like them. Often inviting others to explore with and within me, into my thoughts and feelings. But one has to be careful and use caution not to get too close. For when I feel a bit too vulnerable, I'm just like the thorns and my actions can cause regret, causing one to back away, to stop and admire my beauty once more. Admiring a rose's beauty can lead to unknown places within; in the depths of memories and into the heart and soul of yourself where you will stay until your ready once again to unfold and bloom once again.
I choose the image for several reasons. It is my favorite rose and I loved the way the light comes from within its precious petals. In turn, it reminded me of this quote:
"People are like stained glass windows. They sparkle and shine when the sun is out, but when the darkness sets in their true beauty is revealed only if there is a light from within."
~ Elizabeth Kubler-Ross
Once I had my image and the quotation I desired to use, I looked through my stash of supplies until I chose the crystal dragonfly to represent the stained glass. I removed portions of the silver from the back side to increase the transparency to reflect that of our human nature. The gold butterfly was choosen because I believe people are a lot like butterflies, changing, growing, metamorphosing until the one day that they are ready to open their wings and fly. Both insects are attracted to the beauty of a rose just like the human spirit is.
I loved the ideas of "sparkle and shine" and of the sun shining, so I chose some blue cardstock to add some visual contrast to the artwork and spray painted on some gold paint to add a shimmering quality to the background. Upon this the image was matted and then covered with a piece of delicate pink torn vellum to represent the fragility of the human spirit. Once completed, I felt I had adequately expressed my thoughts and ideas, how attracted we are the true beauty within one another, how fragile that attraction can be, how we all experience vulnerabilities from time to time and without realizing it we pull away as if stung by the sharpess of the thorn. How once we tend to retreat within ourselves to the memories of what makes each of us unique and to once again discover our own true beauty are we encouraged and inspired to bloom yet again.
I hope you enjoyed both the artwork that I created and my thoughts behind the artistic process.
{*smile*}
Monday, October 16, 2006
Did I mention....????
Don has talked about purchasing a rebuilt motor for the Jeep Cherokee, however I, myself, am dead set against it. It's a '92 for crying outloud! It's age isn't the only factor, but the biggest deterant for me. That and the fact that it has been a $$$ pit from the first time we purchased it. However, I felt it sort of ironic that after attempting to obtain the Taurus, I was all for this decision of his to drop another motor in it. It must be the thought of having a vehicle to fall back on in the event that it requires more later, LOL! Isn't that crazy how our minds "justify" things?
Who knew?
I would never have guessed just how much I would change and reminence over my own values and their beliefs, and think and mull over all the littlest things. But since Alexxis has been born and I look at her with all her childhood wonder and curiousity, her willingness to explore the world around her, I realize just how important all these things are in influencing the choices and the decisions that she will one day face. Never before have I wished for simpler times, a simpler lifestyle, a more relaxed and laid-back pace to my life than I do right now in this season of my life. And it is all because of her!
I want to spend all the time I can seeing the world from her point of view, exploring with that childlike curiosity with wisdom to know about the dangers that lurk around some of life's corners. I want to make our home her safe haven, her sanctuary, her soft place to fall when the world outside our door becomes too much for her to bear. I want to share with her the delight that is found in the ordinary, everyday moments of time that we tend to often take for granted when caught up in the hustle and bustle of life's busiest moments. But most of all, I want to teach her that is okay to get caught up in life sometimes and that it is perfectly okay to find pleasure in life's smallest treasures; that there is absolutely nothing wrong with desiring to get back to the basics of living a life filled with joy! That is okay to capture stolen moments in time and to just be present in the here and now, savoring them.... one second at a time. That these are the most important moments of all... those that restoreth one soul when the world becomes too much, too full, too big, powerful, and overbearing. There is definately still delight in the little things.
Love you, "Lexi! Ever so proudly, Grandma...
Isn't it beautiful? I've been desiring a cake plate for quite some time now and have looked at many in some antique malls, flea markets, ect. My big hang up was that I didn't want to pay a small fortune for one because I actually want to use it! My fear was that if I purchased a beautiful antique and paid more for it, I'd be scared of something actually happening to it so therefore it would be more for display than actually something functional. Does that make sense?
This cake plate is huge! The base measures 13.5" across and the dome is 11" but it was another cool feature actually sold me on it. Flip the base over, flip over the dome......... and TA! DA! It's a 5 quart punch bowl! Now I very rarely ever need a punch bowl and when I do there are plenty of them around to be borrowed... but I loved the thought of owning my own and the fact that it does double the duty works perfectly well with me. I'm excited about purchasing some cake doilies, baking, and decorating my first cake to display within it. Carrot cake, anyone? With cream cheese icing, of course! {*wink}
For anyone who may be interested, this cake pedestal and dome is from Anchor Hocking and is the Victoria style. I captured the photograph from Amazon so there are plenty of them available online.
Sunday, October 15, 2006
Upon arriving home, I noticed my sister, Mary had IM'd me while I was gone so I telephoned her. First words out of her mouth when she saw my recent photograph was, "That's not Cathy!" LOL! Normally my hair is a bit longer, darker when natural, and blonder when colored. See! I told you having this done took years off of me... I'm much younger looking and at my age, you definately gotta love that!
Today's agenda is to take yet another road trip. This time we're intending to head south. I'm thinking maybe I'd like to visit the wetlands, maybe head down near Lexington, the Hocking Hills area. It is so gorgeous in the fall! Hopefully, we won't be too late to catch the fall foilage!
Saturday, October 14, 2006
We found a kiln!!!
I'm uncertain about when we will be actually picking it up and I know it will be going to the back room of the store for a while but I'm certainly excited!!! So many possibilities with having a kiln of one's own. I can venture into the precious metal clay, purchase clay by the pound and do some free-form creating, make my own ceramic tiles........ whoooo-hooo! I'm imagining it will be awhile before we get the 220 ran to the carport/new garage and we can actually get this baby moved but I'm so loving the idea!
Of course along with it comes some re-organizing, getting rid of some material stuff that has been lingering around our home for far too long but both Don and I are excited about the process. We've been desiring our own kiln for far too long. Did you all know that long before I became passionate about paper, my first love was ceramics? Yep. Playing in clay, firing into bisque, pouring molds, cleaning, glazing, refiring.... painting... ahhh, I loved the painting. Watching something being creating from dust, into the 3D shape of an ordinary, everyday object and taking it from something plain into the creation of something beautiful. I'm not entirely certain about having the time to do it all but I know like everything else in our lives, I'll somehow manage to create or make time for it. For now, I'm loving all the possibilities of owning it, LOL!
It's a beautiful day!
I'm thinking this evening maybe I'll make a quick stop at the store for some cold cuts, cheese, fresh fruit, and bread, and milling spices for the apple cider I recently purchased. I'm thinking I'd so love to get up early tomorrow and hit the road. We haven't packed the cooler and had a picnic on the road in quite sometime so to me that would be lovely! Besides, my spirits longing for some wanderings and roaming... visiting some of the Metro and State parks, stopping off at some of the roadside markets and maybe hitting an antique market or two. I definately want to capture the moment of the season before they fade....
Don and I have been discussing our preparations for the change of seasons. Getting the furniture in off the deck, cleaning and organizing the studio, creating some heartwarming meals, and all that needs to be completed before the holidays are upon us. But for now, those things can wait... I'm in a Capre Diem mood!
I love compliments...
But last night, I received so many of them! Anyways, I felt great as so many friends and acquaintance showered me with compliments last night. It's so funny how you change one little thing and everyone's asking, "Did you lose weight?", "You look fabulous! Did you go on a vacation?" "There's something different about you..." Everything from the way I was dressed, to how pretty my eyes are, and even the perfume I was wearing was complimented and genuinely made me feel really good about myself.
I slept in this morning, to wake up to a note that Don had left me as he had already left for work, which read, "You looked really pretty last night. Keep it up! I love you and I'll talk to you later." As I read it, the myrid of compliments that I received last night came flooding back to me. I thought to myself... no I didn't lose weight but I'd love to shed 20 some pounds. No, I didn't go on a vacation, but if you are offering... I'm ready! And as for, "there is something different about me"... Yes, there is! {It is this new hairdo!!! that I'm so loving! but I'm not telling you that!} and the perfume.... It is Estee Lauder's "Beautiful" who doesn't love it? But the compliments really boosted my self-esteem! I am truly inspired to get back to exercising, taking care of myself and our home better, improving my relationships with those that I love! But most of all, I realized that a genuine compliment is something that I myself desire to share more of with my friends and family. Afterall, don't we all need a boost once in a while? And what is more perfect than a geniune, heartfelt, "Thank you!" {*smile}
Thursday, October 12, 2006
A better view of my box collage...
Wednesday, October 11, 2006
It darkened the previously highlighted sections and lightened my natural brunette color. It is now light brunette color with a little of my naturally brunette/red tint with thin streaks of golden blonde - just enough to add some sparkle and soften my face. After a cut, and I do mean cut! my hair is no longer limp and lying, but layered and full of body, just a bit above shoulder length. It took a few of years off of me, LOL!
Upon returning home this afternoon, I started in making dinner. I love to cook every now and then; although I also welcome the opportunity not to have to do it every day. The Pepper Rustica came out amazingly well and was so delish that I had to help myself to a bit more earlier this evening. Here's the recipe, if anyone is interested.
1 pkg. of mild Italian Sausage
Approx. 1/3 cup of chopped onion
Aprox. 1/3 cup of chopped green peppers {um, I'm guessing here as I don't actually measure; just chop and toss!}
1 can of seasoned diced tomatoes
8 oz. of Penne pasta noodles
6 oz. of spaghetti sauce {I used Ragu today... as it was what was on sale this week}
3 oz. of mozzarella cheese
Put on a pot of water to boil before slicing the mild italian sausage into 1/2" - 3/4" chuncks. In another skillet and over a medium heat, brown the sausage, stirring and turning as needed. When almost cooked thoroughly, sprinkle in the onion and green peppers, sauting them for 3-5 minutes. Add in the diced tomatoes and spaghetti sauce. Turn down the heat to medium-low and allow to simmer, stirring as needed. Add penne pasta to the boiling pot of water; cook approx. 7-8 minutes. While the sauce is simmering and the pasta is cooking, grate the mozzarella cheese and set aside. When the pasta is fully cooked, drain and pour into a bowl. Stir in the sauce over the penne pasta, mixing until covered. When making the plates, sprinkle the top with the mozzarella cheese.
Makes a lot! Enough for a family of 4. Freezes well for reheating in the oven later. Prep and cook time: approx. 30 minutes.
After eating, watching a bit of TV, this blustery, gray day.... I felt tired so I took a nap! A nice short nap but a nap nonetheless. Just me in our nice, warm, comfy bed! Pure heaven...
This evening Don and I took turns wearing Chaos out by throwing his ball around some before putting him in his crate while we headed to WalMart. I needed to purchase a package of copy paper so that I can get started on the some journals I'll be creating for Christmas gifts this year.
Good Morning!
Today's agenda is to get my hair cut and highlighted once again. I have an appointment at 11 a.m. with Rita. I'm thinking that I'm going to go with a darker shade of highlights so that they will be a bit more natural looking and go with the upcoming seasons. I've also made preparations to cook one of Don's favorite dinners this evening. It is Pepper Rustica --- browned Italian Sausage, sauted onions, green peppers, and diced tomatoes within an italian red sauce tossed over penne pasta. Absolutely delish!
Other than that, who knows what the day will unfold.
Tuesday, October 10, 2006
Regarding my recent posts...
9x9 Box and Lid...
I desired some of these to not only decorate but to hold some of my vintage ephermera. I have more to create in the same size and my thinking was that once each of them have been created, they will be stacked one on top of the other and tied with a tea or walnut stained stamped twill. I'm desiring to stamp words like "vintage", "found elements", and "ancient ancestors" on it and tie it on the top side. This is intended to be the top box; the others will be a little less dimensional to assist with stacking them.
I used two acrylic paints, some partly assembled puzzles, a vintage image, a doily, skeletal leaves, and a brass stamping. Faux typewriter keys spell out, "Beauty." I used a Charlotte Perkins-Gilman quotation, stamped using the Hero Arts Printers alphabet that reads, "To be surrounded by beautiful things has much influence upon the human creature; to make beautiful things has more." I used Golden's gel medium to adhere a gold 1/2" ribbon to the sides.
Christmas Card
Collage
How ironic...
I also managed to put my embellishing touches on the 3/3 ATC swap that I'm involved with Rebecca. Rebecca, also hosted the recent Postage Stamp ATC swap, and it is all together in a package ready to be taken to the P.O. tomorrow.
I've just a page to complete in Mieke's Art Idea Journal. I'm waiting for Christi's contributions and my own journal to be returned home to me. I cannot wait to see it!
After finishing those up, Don and I ran up to the Mad Scrapper in the search of some of the Art Institute Glue. I didn't have much luck in finding it there so I'll have to search online. I definately need to restock my adhesives.. my supply is running low. That is one thing I never thought I'd hear myself say as normally I've so many options that it won't all fit within drawer. The good news is that it also means that I've been creating!!!!
No new news nor artwork...
After cleaning, moving things back to where they belong, clearing the clutter, ect. I should be starting on painting the back section of my kitchen soon and touching up a few areas that need that one extra coat in the front section.
After cleaning house the majority of the day and getting caught back up on the housework, I spent some time browsing online. Message boards, emails, websites, and blogs.... I felt truly inspired to create and lots of ideas flowing through my head. I'm definately inspired to get back into the studio, spending some time cleaning up so that I have room to create something soon. I believe I'm going to light the heater and keep it on low so the studio will be nice and warm and cozy when I'm ready to visit there. I've so many ideas and thoughts of items to start.... and gifts to create yet I'm still waiting to finish up a few of the loose ends. Well, the waiting is over... I've got to get started soon!!! I should have something to share soon....
Monday, October 09, 2006
I love Autumn......
That is exactly what Don and I experienced yesterday as we drove up St. Rt. 23 N towards Findlay. We were heading up to the Hancock County Fairgrounds where an Christmas craft show was taking place. It was the perfect day to do so... sunny and warm, with just enough chill in the air to keep you from getting too hot; at least until later in the afternoon. We arrived shortly after 2:30 p.m. with just enough time to wander leisurely through the barns and the booths filled with some amazing pieces of handcrafted goodies.
There were vendor's selling both Autumn country crafts and Christmas items; everything from home decor to candles and scented rose hips. I saw some very unique pieces, as well as the occassional booth of pre-purchased items --- although most of these were scattered in among the myrid of other items. I was pleasantly surprised by some of the prices... some things were priced high, while others were fairly reasonable. I saw one booth of nothing but handmade creating cards... a lot of scrapbook supplies and SU stamps went into the creation of them. Each consisted of an envelope and clear bag and sold for $2.50 each. The girls booth wasn't busy and I felt a bit sorry for her as I realize the time and effort it took to painstakingly create each and every one of them. I must say that she did some beautiful work! Had Don not been a bit tired of walking, looking, and shopping, I would have liked to have had time to stop and chat with her a bit.
I did purchase just a few items... a rusty barn star and an 8 oz. container of some pear scented rose hips. MMMM, it smells heavenly! There were some other autumn and christmas scented ones that smelled just as yummy as well. But I walked away with a lot of ideas and inspriration to create some items for my own home. Although, I gotta admit that I love the clutter look and the eclectic mix at these shows but absolutely hate it within my own home. Maybe its because I'm the one who has to dust and clean and take care of it all.... LOL! Anyways, I am inspired to add some of my own fall decor pieces to our home, after I clean house today! It is that time of the year for some fall cleaning and planning for the upcoming holidays.
Speaking of holidays, I purchased a few more things for Alexxis. 2 new outfits.... one I'll keep out for her to wear now and the other will be wrapped up for Christmas. It is a cute 3 pc. outfit with blue jeans, a long sleeve printed onsie, and a vest with Elmo! It was simply too darn adorable to resist! {At this rate, no one may get any presents, LOL! I gotta start on my craft projects soon and do some thinking about what to purchase for family and friends soon.}
Saturday, October 07, 2006
A 12x12 Collage for my studio
Friday, October 06, 2006
BOO! Banner...
I've gone batty!
Tuesday, October 03, 2006
On the Art Scene...
After painting and re-arranging my living room on Sunday, I sat and started to work on Mieke's Art Idea Journal and managed to get my Whimsical Writing pages with the instructions created. I have one piece of artwork that I desire to create for her journal, then created a glue page that she requested. From there it is simply a matter of Christi getting my own journal and Mieke's pages to me so I can mail it on! Yippee!
I packed back up almost every art supply that I've brought into my home recently and got those taken back out to the studio. I did keep a few things in here to work on, like the Halloween garland and the papers that I'll need for creating Christmas gifts soon. I think I'll gather up only what I need to create them in the house and do all the decorating of them within the studio since the days are a lot cooler now. But anyways, my intention is to get out there one day this week, and begin re-organizing and putting those things away once again. Of course, I'll keep some works in progress close at hand.
I also want to look for some of the fall decorations that I had used within my booth to decorate our home with. Not too much, just a few that will be easily packed back up before I start decorating for Christmas
I am also thinking of switching out the journaling table in my studio for the one that is currently in my kitchen, since it is darker wood and would actually look better in the kitchen. I'll be bringing down four chairs out of the attic that belong to our glass top table that we stored since the kitchen remodeling due to its large size. {One day I may purchase a smaller glass table top for it and actually use it again.}
Since I worked so hard this weekend and managed to finish up the swap and RR that was pressing, I'll be able to focus my attention completely to working in a smaller deco swap and on getting my Christmas gifts created. I didn't choose too many to make, but a few of them will be a bit time-consuming... like the Coptic stitched books. The others are easily created in a few hours time. Gotta love that! {I'll try to photograph the items that I create that will not be going to family members who read my blog. I wouldn't want to ruin there surprise now, would I?} {*wink*}
And another...
Another glimpse...
A glimpse of our home...
Our weekend...
So, yesterday was spent at the bank... stopping payment on all the checks written after Lowe's up to the ones in my "new" pad of checks. Upon leaving there, I had to go to the BMV and get a new ID created. $47.00 later, I have some peace of mind, in the event that I did actually lose it while walking up to the house. Sheesshh. {The sad part is that I never do this.... I always take my entire purse when I leave home, but in my haste to get the paint, and the painting done, I couldn't for the life of me remember or find/figure out what I had done with it. I hope I never do this again...}
Anyways, I did managed to finish up the last of the painting on Sunday, and I got our living room re-arranged and everything back in its place. We also managed to score a T.M.X. Elmo for Alexxis. She'll be receiving this for Christmas and it is a relief knowing I won't have to be scouring the ends of the earth during the Christmas shopping season in search of the elusive toy.